I won't lie and say it doesn't change things, it does. But you've changed, and that's okay, it's who you are. And if I know you, you'll change again. Hopefully not so extreme, but i'm sure you will. But it doesn't mean I don't love you, and will want you home, and want a family, but I also have to accept, you won't always be here, and I don't always have to be gentle, and I don't always have to ask. So.. i'll be what you need me to be. All parts of it... Still your freaky ass friend, though, I think we know who the bigger freak is now.